I Give Up

This cold continues.  It is a bitter, biting cold.  However, it is interesting to notice that I had the sense of warmth today when it got up to 14 degrees.  I think when it gets to twenty, later this week, it will feel downright balmy.

Before I go on to tell you how I gave in, I want to say something about people who let their dogs lick their faces or even their lips.  You know who you are!  Some of my best friends do this!  Ugh.  I am SO not a germaphobe but this habit is disgusting to me.  Here are my two dogs enjoying their treat of popsicles.  Auto-correct took the second O out!  I really meant POOPsicles.  Frozen poop.  Yum.  And I think horse manure is far from the worst muck that goes in their mouths.

So, “I give up” means that I stopped letting the ponies rough it.  I finally put heavy winter blankets on the ponies.  I had to go buy one for Mr Jasper because I was using layers on him, a wool warming blanket plus a wind-proof rain sheet.  Too many straps for him and probably not warm enough.  I sort of KNOW they would be okay without the blankets given how furry and strudy they are, but I just couldn’t bear it.  I was cold and their heavy blankets make ME feel warmer.  Plus, doesn’t he just look so handsome?!

I also started giving them water.  The stream is not quite frozen over but it’s getting there.  When the edges started to freeze, I figured it was time.   I don’t want them to have to break through ice to get to water.

So, yesterday I set up this water heater in their drinking trough.  It works beautifully!  The water is even a bit warm.   Strangely, they went down to the stream to get water just after I put this in.   I think they like it down there and like breaking the ice with their hooves.  Still this morning a lot of water had been taken up by them through the night.  I feel more hydrated with this in place.

It is so silent and bare here.  I love the silence.  I bask in it.  When the air is bitter like this, I find it hard to imagine the intense life that will blossom up here come spring.

Bitter Cold

I just got back from doing the morning feed and it’s just 5 am.  It’s pitch black out there and minus 2 degrees F (-20 C).  I went out earlier than usual because this level of cold just worried me.  It is SOOO cold.  It seems counter-intuitive that a warm blooded animal could be okay sleeping out there.  I KNOW they are okay but it just FEELS so not okay….I had to go check them.  It also feels like the water out there could simply not be flowing and un-frozen.

So, I bundled up with my felted wool fisherman knit (I recommend this – buy a fisheman knit at the used clothing store that is way way too big and then wash it in hot water so it felts down.  So warm!) , my sorels, down jacket, hood, hat and mittens.  I got my lantern and crunched my way to the barn.  I had closed up all the doors except their stall doors so there wouldn’t be cross drafts in the barn.  Of course I find them comfortably sleeping in their clean shavings, relaxed and happy, little icicles hanging off of their noses.

I put the bale of hay on the sled and rode it down into the pasture in the bitter blackness.  Yup, the water is still flowing!  Amazing.  How can that be?  I am all prepared for it to freeze with my hyrant in the barn, an unfrozen hose in the house and a water tank heater but if it is flowing in this, my hunch is that I won’t have to use my contraptions.  Having fresh flowing water for them is such a wonderful and labor saving benefit. There is something comforting and satisfying about the earth simply providing for them.

View toward the house and barn from the lower pasture

I didn’t take pictures this morning because it was just too cold to take my mittens off.  These pictures are from the ice storm the day before Christmas and the snow storm on Christmas.  But the cold and dark out there with thousands of spots of light in the sky was exquisate.  What a way to start the day.

A Fresh Start

Okay, so what do I know about running a farm?   Not much.   I somehow thought that, with the horses having free run, the ability to be in and out of their stalls with a huge pasture available, that their poop would be nicely distributed around the pasture.  I was set up to muck the stalls every day but that was it.  Having them poop outside the stalls was great because the work of mucking was light.  That actually worked for a while but it all changed with the arrival of winter.

Somewhere in November the grass in the pasture disappeared.  Without the grass the horses don’t have much reason to wander around the pasture.  They like to hang out by the barn.  The fact that we put the hay out near the barn was an added attraction to the paddock area.  Then, one day, it kind of dawned on me that the paddock area was looking like a poop-o-rama festival.  And it is only December!  Oy Vey!

Dan Hutt was here getting the foot print ready for the shed on the back of the barn and happened to have some heavy equipment with him so he dragged and shoved and moved that poop in a good pile outside the paddock.  He cleaned it all up!  Yay!

So now we have some new systems in place!  Just in time for all the snow and ice.  First, we pick out the poop from the paddock every day and bring it to the manure pile.  This can easily be done with a plastic sled!  I did this this morning as the ice storm was descending and the manure plops were all shimmery with a coating of slippery ice.  Secondly, we give the horses their hay WAY OUT in the pasture, in different places every time so their droppings are mostly spread around.

This morning I went out to feed just before light.  I put a bale of hay on the sled and then sat on it.  I sled out swiftly down the hill, able to steer by leaning this way or that.  Very convenient and fun!  The ponies are out there now eating their morning bale.  They’ll get another at dusk.  The paddock and stalls are all clean.

We wish everyone the very warmest of holidays and a really really good new year.

Garden Raising!

We had our garden raising yesterdy.  About 30 friends showed up for various amounts of time.  We all worked, laying cardboard, carting compost, leaf mulch and wood chips around to  create the gardens.  The weather was lucious, not higher than 72 all day with deep blue skies.

The idea of a garden raising came from Broadfork, a group of talented and enthusiastic permaculturists.   Ashley, Evelyn and Llani are a sort of perfect hybrid between farmers and landscape designers.  Most farmers don’t have any concern for landscape design and most landscapers don’t care about growing food.  Broadfork helps people design and install beautiful, functional and abundant gardens.  They helped with measurments and planning as well as working their fannies off all day at the garden raising.  All along, they have been teaching Zoe and I about the basic principles of permaculture as we go.   For a really deep understanding of it, watch the movie Inhabit.

We first laid cardboard.  Cardboard is sort of a miracle for gardening.  The purpose of it is to first kill the grass underneath it.  But much more than that, the cardboard offers a kind of 4 seasons hotel for worms.  As the grass dies, it provides food for worms.  The cover of the cardboard helps keep the worms protected from both cold and heat.  As the worms move in make their home under the cardboard they poop like crazy and also aerate the soil.  The worm poop is just about the best fertilizer there is.  So rather than focusing on putting nutrients into the soil, we let the worms do the bulk of the enhancement.  The soil in our field is rather sandy and poor.
By spring, with the cardboard covered with compost and then layered with leaf mulch, we will have amazing soil by spring.  How cool!

We have lots of plans.  In addition to the 15 fruit trees already here, we will plant many kinds of berries and fruits.  Of course there will be tons of vegetables as well as mushrooms and native flowers to attract bees and butterflies.  Of course we’ll have animals too – chickens, bees and our wonderful horses.
So many wonderful friends came to help.  Thank you!   I felt that everyone who came now has a connection to this place, some ownership of it.  I am so excited to see how this will continue to manifest.  Zoe and I both feel something magical happening but we don’t quite know what it’s all for yet.  We like that sense of the unknown.

We ended the day with a ritual led by Phyllis Labanowski.  Almost everyone had left already.  My friend Anneke had brought a lobelia which we planted in the central herb garden.  The gardens are already blessed and bringing blessings.

 

Zoe said yesterday, after hearing that a friend had come to the gardens when we were not there, “I love when people just come!”  I agree.  We want people to come and participate and hopefully be fed on many levels.

Stay tuned for garden raising part 2.  We still have a lot to do and hope people will feel welcome.

 

Garden Raising, Hickory Nuts and Cornelian Cherries

Garden Plan

A Garden Raising is when friends and neighbors come to help someone put in a new garden.  We were planning on having our garden raising tomorrow but hurricane Jose is making his way up the coast and will make tomorrow a very rainy day.  We postponed it to Sunday, October 1.  Everyone is welcome.  I’ve posted a picture of the garden plan.  During the day we will be creating the beds that circle the herb garden.  Continue reading “Garden Raising, Hickory Nuts and Cornelian Cherries”

Agoraphobia to Agri-Myco-Equi-philia

When I reflect on my life, I see that even since just a year ago, there has been tremendous internal and external change. I wonder which came first? A year ago, I lived in my little cabin as a bit of a recluse. I did not want to go out much, even to buy groceries or have dinner with friends. Somehow, this felt right for a few years though it was a small little life. There was most definitely a sense of agoraphobia mixed in as well. Going out too much, except for going to the barn to ride or going to teach, provoked some anxiety. Continue reading “Agoraphobia to Agri-Myco-Equi-philia”

She’s Home!

Zoe has been in Taiwan for two years. She came home for my niece’s wedding last summer, and we spent a good couple of weeks together, and there is skype. With the twelve hour time difference, we often spoke in my early morning while she ate noodles for dinner. But I’d not hugged her in fourteen months! That is a LONG time.
Now she has returned, my girl. She completed her contract at the school where she taught kindergarten for the last year and now has landed here at Ancient Ponies Farm. Her plan now is to live here for a good while, at least through gardening next summer. She wants to learn to drive the tractor so she can plough snow and move piles of manure. She wants to build our gardens and muck our stalls. Hallelujah is all I can say.
I can hardly express how nice it is to have her here. She’s so interested in everything and enthusiastic. We’ve been cooking up a storm, eating out on our lovely hillside, going for horseback rides and doing chores. Yesterday she went out on Jasper for her first solitary ride ever. How nice for me to see my daughter saddle up a horse and go off into the woods on her own.  Here is a picture of our ride together yesterday evening.

 

Last weekend we left the farm and drove to Philadelphia for my nephew, Emile’s wedding. It’s the first time I had left the place over night since moving in. Erika and Ryan house/dog/horse sat, taking the dogs on long walks and even going riding a bit. The wedding was lovely and such a chance to connect with old friends and family.

My mom and I drove home on the day of the eclipse, with Zoe staying an extra day to hang out with her cousins and aunts. What a feeling for me to be coming home to this place. I had not left so I had not experienced that THIS is what I am coming home to. On the way home, mom and I stopped at my CSA to pick up my share just as the eclipse was peaking. They had set out a wheelbarrow with water in it so we could watch the eclipse in the reflection. With bags of vegetables, I took my mom to her house and then arrived home. Ahhh…..

 

Chores

For years my morning routine has been to get to work.  I heat up a big bowl of raw milk and put a shot of espresso in it and sit down to study, prepare lectures, translate.  Now with Ancient Ponies Farm, this is all changing.  Now there are morning chores.   So far the chores are pretty easy for me but I am looking forward to more as the farm takes shape.  For now, I get up before the birds (which moved from 4:30 when I first moved in to 5:15 in such a short time!) and walk out to the barn to give the horses their morning grain.  With all the grass here, they don’t actually need the grain but I give them a token amount so we have some morning and evening routine together.  Then I have to muck the stalls.   This takes less than 20 minutes I would say.   Continue reading “Chores”

Other Dark Friends are Here Too

Black Trumpets

Last year there was a drought.  I went out to my secret places regularly but never found a single black trumpet.  The year before, my friend Danielle and I found more than 30 pounds of them but last year, nothing.  So, when I came upon a colony of them, imagine my happiness!  It had been nearly two years since I’d seen them, my friends.  Plus, there is something very happy about a village of black trumpets.  I cut them with scissors so as not to disturb the root that connects the flower to the mycelium below and cut judiciously, just enough to eat and some to give away. Continue reading “Other Dark Friends are Here Too”

They are Here!

Yes! They are here! Jasper and Spencer are here at the farm finally. It only took six weeks from the closing for the barn and pasture to be ready for them.  It only took 60 years to have this dream come true!

I arranged with a friend to go with me to pick them up, but at the last minute, she could not go with me. I have to admit to being just a bit intimidated by trailering two big horses by myself. The whole thing is intense. Everything is so BIG – the truck, the trailer, the horses….but I did it! At first, I couldn’t get the trailer hooked onto the truck because the trailer’s support had sunk into the dirt. I had to put the mounting block under the support so I could bring up the wheel off the ground and then get a good big rock under it. Then I could jack it up to hook it to the truck. There is something about driving the truck with the trailer hooked on the back that makes me feel so small! Little me controlling this big equipment. Continue reading “They are Here!”